My, Miss Sunshine!

:)

Angela babe.

Can't wait to meet up with this pretty babe again!

Alright..

Pictures!

I'm going on a serious diet plan!

Now, i'm like 46kg.

I think i'm really FAT now!!

I miss the period when i was at 43/44kg.

And going on a diet seems so difficult.

I want to shed off 5kg within 1month.

I guess this is really random.

And,

most of my friends have said that,

i grew more chubby than before.

Don't you guys agree?

ARGH.

Never mind,,

I will work extra-hard to shed off the F-A-T-S!!

V: My silly thoughts again...!!

But, maybe being a girl,

we tend to be too emotinally affected with what we are thinking..

Despite all that regretful feelings,

it made me think deeper again!

This song remind me of you.

并不是真的路过而已
也不是真的不会想你

全都不是真的
是骗自己
其实还爱你
爱着你

我以为我早想清楚
不由自主恍恍惚惚又走回头路
再看一眼有过的幸福
爱情好象 流沙
我不挣扎
随它去吧我不害怕
爱情好象 流沙

不愿放下 oh baby 让我这样吧
爱情好象 流沙
我不说话

等待黑暗让眼泪落下
爱情好象 流沙
明知该躲它
无法自拔 oh baby 是我太傻
是一再的做
一再的错不由我

我一步一步一步一步慢慢走向 流沙

I'm counting down the days..

Days are definitely passing real fast.

Two more weeks!

I kept counting down the days..

So excited & panicked!!

*Last thing: I was fucking drunk today..! Damnit.

Sadly, why do i feel so shitty when i was drunk?

=(

V: I've been trying to be strong, to be happy,

to smile and tell myself,

vanessa, you've got all you need.!

But, i won't deny..

I always hope for a twist in my life.

Does he know that i've been thinking about him?

Why should i feel so miserable when my face don't even came cross his mind?

Yet, so many memories were still vivid.

I need some beauty sleep now.

Good nights peeps!

Work as usual.

Amanda came down and waited for me to finish work.

Thanks, sweetie! ^^

And, we headed to Club Zinc.

Fantastic i'd say!

A great night.

V: No matter what is it,

there would be a day

when what's you've wished for would come true.

Is it true?

I had a terrible cough now..!

And next, work was totally screwed up today. (zero sale)

Secondly, woke up late, late for work and worst still, never took my dinner.

Thirdly, stomach cramps is killing me, i swear..!

And, the best part was,

drank countless cups of liquor with empty stomach.

I don't know what is going on today..

Omg!..

A better day for me, please!

zZzz

V: I'm not saying i don't wanna fall in love "cos i would"

I'm not gonna get hooked up just " cos you say i should"

I'm gonna wait so i'm sorry if you misunderstood.

Everything in its right time, right place

I know i'll settle down one day.

But till then i like it this way, its my way.

Its another day passed.

Overdue pic.

Met this babe few days back.

Had hell lots of catching up with her.

Enjoyed that night plenty!

:)

Today.

I have been at home for the entire day.

I felt so bored!..

To the extends that i paint my nails in the middle of the night.

Gosh.

Freaking mad and random * i know.......

LOL.

Shall go to sleep now!

V: Nobody can be as ridiculous/silly/mad/nice/unreasonable as you.

BusyBusyBusy!

So, like what i'd say earlier..

Tomorrow will be a busy day for me.!!

Now its 4am and i'm still blogging away,,

Good morning people !

Later i have to reach school at 8am.

I guess i'm left with 4 wee hours of pathetic sleep..

I must be "insane"

lol.

Later finish school at 4pm,

i have to quickly rush home and get prepare for work tonight!

Its my first time to .....

I've got so much more to learnt and practice,,

But i'm left with only last 2 hours to get all done. =/

I will definitely make good use of those precious time.

AND,,

* I hope tonight will be a good, good night!

Smiling :DDD

Seriously, i fall a sick now.

And i didn't know its so miserable.

I'm going to see the doctor now!

After that,

i'm heading to J's place to celebrate her babygirl full month!

Have you tried for one day never sleep + falling ill?

D.A.M.N is the word that describing how i'm feeling right now! =/

24 OCT/ SAT

Vivian Babe.

After our work, we headed to Sabai.

Random pictures from that night!

As usual, we drink, drank & drunk.

And something strange happened on that night =/

All i remembered was,

one malay guy accidentally broke our martell bottle,

luckily he brought us another bottle!

Haha!

Anyway,

had a great night with this pretty babe :D

Please, a better month in Nov?

Don't really have the urge to update my site like before.

I'm getting busy with my work and school now.

Everything seems so screwed.

I just hope things would get better.

Hmmm, what else?

I having an insomnia night almost everyday.

Can you image how tired i am?

** I think i'm mentally and physically exhausted!

Hence,

my tolerance level is reaching to the max soon.

And honestly,

i'm sick of replying texts and answering call now.

Sorry guys.

I'm too tired to do anything!

I need some break.

=/

V to A:

Be strong & smile more!

Things would get better eventually.